Brian Trehearne: A Continuing Archive

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After fifty years of writing my archive of poems numbers in the hundreds. I’ve organized two full-length collections, Paper Black Leaf and Last Poems. I’ll publish selections here in small, chapbook-sized collections, one at a time. A new chapbook should appear, and an old one vanish, every couple of months. If you missed them, previous chapbooks can be read here.

           

“Creation: Ode” was written in the late 1980s. I took the challenge of Louis Dudek’s remark in Atlantis–which forms my epigraph–and imagined the world of the present day as the world of the first day, the immediate creation. The present day of the late 1980s, that is: the poem’s preoccupations with environmental damage and human violence befit that decade under Reagan, Thatcher, and Mulroney. How might we re-value our present world if it had the validity of having been created precisely in its current state?

For some readers the poem has a riddling quality: they read the lines to work out which buildings, persons, wildernesses are emerging in a given passage. I have chosen with this posting of the “Creation: Ode” to add brief identifiers to the right of most passages. These glosses were not part of the original poem and may be superfluous.

The first and last lines of the poem make it clear that I sought to rival the Biblical creation story. Such hubris. Nothing in the middle, however, admits a God.

Note to mobile readers: best to read the poems in landscape format, so longer lines don’t break in two.

Chapbook 8

Creation: Ode

            Every detail perfect as on the day of creation

                                                (which is now)

                                                                                    –Dudek, Atlantis

I

in the beginning was the word
              nothing, expressing all
extension and intensity unfounded;
neither chaos nor the emptiness
              of order yet to be fulfilled,
nor the junction of energy and gravity
where the dying peony will depend
                        in time;
sea without water, without illumination
light, wind without air, peace                                        10
              without paradox, without
                        concept of peace

the one
perfect thing, nothing
pleasure of womb and coffin
the all in all spoken utterly, no
              thing, and the work
of language confounded in purity

                        perfection                      cry                    change

        as a grain of sand irritates                                  20
the lack of a grain                    of sand
                        implodes, and a pearl
                        of doubt glistens
                                    between the word
                        and the thing nothing
                        the graceful nihil
              granting the distinction
of pearl and nothing, surrenders
              there from here, hesitation
              from joy, death from process                       30
the absolute love collapses into being

II

                        in silence, vacuity                                                       [ a planet

                        darkness, first motion

             molecules flagrant crowding

clip one another, spill peripheral gases,

their orbiting tendrils lock; hostility



binding a sufficient sphere a brief nuclear heat

culture of lava and the gay acrid

flesh of rock smoking into the humid heavens



the fruitful waters break in darkness

the swallowing globe divided                                     40

            land from sea

in the air and deep the noise of propagation;

              the early stars blow

soft dust over the jet of heaven

              slut’s wool of nebulae

drifting over dark stairs, silent

              wind sweeps a vacuous planet



then at fissures where earth swallows earth                                [ high and low lands

                        snaking shorelines

                        swerve and collide                              50

mountains sweat the smoke and rose of dawn;

soaring into lucent clouds

                        pinnacles, hoodoos

tablets of flat-land whelm upwards

for the armed generations, the no man’s land

of inferior valleys threaded by silver rain

and those rundled peaks beat white

against the livid snow of the sudden sky



the oceans spew detritus                                                                    [ coasts

against impassive cliffs                                               60

slap from the mediate waste of the sea

                        mucous and sand

                        weed and the stench

                        of burst kelp-wombs

furious in their landings until grains

                        cluster, and abrade

              the earth’s scalped edges

                        beaches,

                        and in the north

                        failures of erosion                               70

              the rocks and cliff rubble

dash into the gusted waves without surrender



at the flattened polar bulges the iron                                                [ polar ice

hurricanes freeze the ocean-loaded clouds

ice showers lard the naked waves

snow ashes the hesitant sun

and crevasses of green light

bury the unsound floes and drift

closed the penetralia of the sea

III

clotted froth at the sea’s edges                                   80                    [ flora

over the black earth a tundral calm

under the grey washes of an anonymous sky

              grasses penetrate the loam

earth floating and sucking fresh weather

              green pins of single fronds

fern, and in the north heather

                        the winds gather

                        spore and seed

   cactus and the seas of wheat

       flower and dry                                                     90



fields slope away in bog mush

lined by the withering lumber

                        of hoist fences

bare trees heads up in the dripping sky

in their lee a collapsed cabin

              closes its sodden doors

              and relieves its shutters

                        into the earth



rain forests’ high leaves

glisten for an inch of sky                                            100

    humus and dropped vines

tamp and twine at the boles of trees;

              from the slashed gourds

cancered out of the weak bark

                        water splashes

                        rounded and bitten

by acres of stumps and smoking ground



idling vehicles snout the dark grottoes

pylons march from the source of rivers

              their wires taut, quiet                                   110



from the blade of grass                                                                       [ fauna

the clinging raindrop

      to the unnamed winds

      of the new Everest

the loose pages of the lexicon blow open

                        and beasts appear:

   out of ferocity, wild dog

   survival, cockroach

   out of gauds, peacock

   on savannah, swamp, in woodland                          120

sunlight filters through the leaves, there is

      darkness and light, and moving

      beings belong to these



on the grasslands wildebeest

blunder blinking into the storm

              their littered calves



              sprawling into a dead run

    at the odour of thunder

in the low grasses lionesses

look away and yawn at the rain                                 130



a handful of wolves in the northern continents

              shudder together in the deep snow

                 without prey



              out of the northern oceans                                            [ the pollution of waters

              seals drag themselves to die

the foam-swamped beach chairs

drift in the consumptive algae

the steel rain finds no clear wave

              fish toss in their thousands

                        in the smeared fjords                          140

                        unable to procreate

the grey waters howl without wind

                        inland, the silent lakes

stroke the pine-rooted sand

like a new bell their clarity

              where no salmon spawn

              where the smeared aquiflora

              have passed extinct

              from the insistent acidity

                        of the small rain                                 150



as in their early flourishing

content in their decimation

the scent in the wind of imminent slaughter

                        charges no light

              in the eyes of herbivores

predator mammals stray into the gapping hills

the shoals of tuna shimmer in unison

                        into farther waters

as the bleak shore falls silent

                        the loam turns over                            160

              and the grey sun struggles

              with the grandeur of noon

IV

the footfalls of their passing

            map the available ground

shores of navigable rivers

                        flood plains

the slopes of volcanic islands

                        coasts of the sea

squirrels and small birds linger;

unfed snakes hesitate, before fleeing                          170

            the asphalt showers

            the civic rain



instinctive animal silence

                        passes with their dominion



shrieking out of the earth’s bowels                                                    [ the city

              the snouting interchanges

their concrete flanks loose with placental dew;

              nearer new harbours

              erupt from coastal rock

commercial towers, geysers of slag                           180

              cooling into blue glass

              lined by the hairs of girders;

plazas exhaled out of marble eddies fall still

squared by the architecture of contending winds

             and the four-lane boulevards

                        tree-medianed and noiseless

                        lay down their arms



between the curtains of the rain appear                                            [ suburbs

benign suburbs, stucco washed in white

quiet crescents curbed from alluvial slear                 190

   abandoned tricycle and garden hose

littering their birth places, and in the windows

   venetian blinds troping for the sun;

in the back yards inflatable pools half blown

the rain falls in the folds like a broken ocean



                        narrow and weaker                                                     [ slums

                        pavements slur

              under elled throughways

                        between low houses

              sucking the odour of rivers;                         200

                        winding stairs

                        rear up from the earth

                        deflower the second-floor

                        entrances of tenements

              from whose unsealed doors

                        and open windows

              tossing tacked sheets

              dank breezes seep out

              over the leafless asphalt

                        iron fences wreathe,                           210

                        their dampness

       blisters into rust

                        dented garbage cans

              banged by the monoxide wind

shudder into corners with rags knotted to their lids

              fire escapes with nylon lines

                        unfurl old clothes

                        vivid colours;

                        in the paneless frame

                        of a single window                              220

              a small geranium blossoms on a table

a ruptured ball bounces those cracked foundations

              once, twice, and lies still

                        against a broken pail



plains without rainfall                                                                        [ deserts

scorched over by an intimate sun

dissipate into wind and sand

              and the dunes blow open;

corrugated metal, rusted uneven

                        slashes the white air                           230

              spilt lumber and green tarps

                        batter together

              a dead truck tumbles down from

the lip of a hill and poises on one side

loose burlap flaps from the absent doors

a mattress torn in the cavity

              springs a few bleached sprigs

                        of spike-grass

shanties littering crazy over the soundless desert

                        where one is created                           240

                        three more whelp

in the new weak street the ashes of a tractor wheel

                        smoke and whiten



still in wet forests a chemical wind

                        the amniotic earth

                        bleaches dry



over the treetops a concussion of violet light                                    [ missile silos

                        glasses the quivering leaves

explosions blown low in the earth

and the near air hideous thunder                               250

                        stunned pure white

                        the reeling oaks

                        burn in level spaces

                        circles of dead matter

under which howl projectile diarrhoea

knots in the faults of the inoperable land

              concrete towers hollow and snouted

              plumb into bitter rock

their smooth dark wombs; nuclear adolescents

long for the pink canals of the cool sky                     260



                        stillness then

                        to the small forest

the clouds are seeded and rain returns

fresh grass delicate to the round meadows

V

in the shelter of poplars                                                                     [ the richest homes

mansions hidden from the road’s congress

              with fouler neighbourhoods

their vaulted halls stain in gentle colours

doors open rooms onto other rooms

              whose far doors shut                                    270

on dark hallways plush to absorb

                        absences of sound

              the lawn grass sprouts dense

                        in contrasting rows

              from the ivy-laden front doors

to the black fountain breaking the hedges

                        its tilted amphora dry

                        and smiling cherub



as long-neck buttresses                                                                      [ cathedrals

                        craning upward                                  280

lock to an exterior, cruciform

                        stones pave cool

                        the meadow within

the gauded columns thicken into the clouds

smears of stained glass hang in the sunlight

till walls flex and surround them

                        fretted gold-leaf

                        gathers and blows

                        the hollow tombs

fallen trees briefly eroded                                          290

kneel down in the choir and are gently polished

                        by the polluted wind

as the sand sweeps up into statuary;

                        from buds of colour

that stroke and stain the mute walls

                        frescoes blossom

bosses break out on the vaulted roof

and new paint whitens and crumbles

                        from the bare stone



                        at first farmland                                 300                  [ colleges

the banks of a trouted stream, shore

of a lake, the birches

querulous and shade-offering;

                        masses of warm wind

                        hurl into sheaves

                        rind and papyrus

pale bark into dove bindings

shelved profuse in the oaken rooms;

              copper-domed, the colleges

              rise upward out of indifferent stone            310

dark arches shelter the walkways

                        of cobble

high gates out of shivered trees

meet to a portcullis

              quads preserving

              the meadow’s first grass

              dark drapes flutter outward

              from leaded windows

libraries closed to the lake air

                        the wind retires                                  320

              dust lowers the light

                        on rows of desks

and the meadow is dotted with quiet places



buried in vegetable rubble                                                                 [ cemeteries

              the upright stones

                        align and sculpt

                        rows and plots

              the mouldering lichen

eat into their mineral pages

                        words of prayer                                  330

and signs of birth and death

                        in oversea gardens

mown lawns where sprinklers

sprout from the parted grass

white lumber broken from the shrubbery

              nailed at right angles

crosses the extended ground

red flowers shoot from particular graves

              and the closed satin air

              sweetens the roomy caskets                         340

                        while unmarked fields

              scarred with wide ditches

              wait for a hundred faces

                        dropped in the clay

and two shovels of hurried lime



              bruising the hale air                                                             [ combustion engines

              a held tone of thunder

reverberates in the parkades

in driveways, double garages

the bellies of docked ferries                                        350

              the highways and the opaque

                        cars symphonic

                        open their engines

the roar of their multitudes idling

a dull moan in the womb of cities

exhaust rises from dripping pipes

              and gathers in fume curtains

              across the popular air;

crowding the access to rivers                                                            [ factory chimneys

lining the perpetual mouth of the sea                                    360

              the factories ascend

burning waste into the heavens

their fire-stacks lowered upon

by the labia of the poisoned clouds

                        now from the west

                        the patterned winds

                        sweep together all elements

                        bitter and seminal carbon

into new weather for the hemispheres

unbreathable zephyrs rise through the air-floors     370

              forming spectral panes

for the dissolution of the benevolent sun



from the degeneration of horse flesh                                        [ a concentration camp

levelled at the gallop in their thousands

and squirted into the brackish earth,

              from the corpses of birds

nailed in the open sky, the collapse

of flowers and ferns, an extinction

              of gases; the wet rot

soaking the persistent manes and feathers                380

seeps upward and effervesces in the north wind

the stench coalescing in humid tornadoes

              precipitates in solid form

the silver lumber of barracks, the placement

of guard towers marked with memorial stone

barbed wire laces the suppurated sky

and coils downward to close compounds

              while behind a small grove

smoke stacks rise from the haired earth

and begin to suck in the last clouds                           390

of the dead in their evolution

              leaving the fresh sky

              concentrated in blue

VI

              it is finished                                                                           [ a pause, before…

              labour is stilled

wind and rain cease their making

                        and retire into

              the flow of mere weather

              gardens whose ranked flowers

              have known no gardener                             400

                        know no sound

              but the tamping raindrops;

in the barred halls of prisons

                        the electric doors

                        open and close

as the street rain washes the panes

              of the towers above the yard



              the earth is a given

the epic stars are arranged

              to pin forth narratives                                  410

not yet enacted in the nations

the planet hangs among them unnamed

              world without beginning

              whose variety touches

              the hem of exhaustion

whose hymnless sunlight pours its spectrum

                        over all things

              from the red of spartan fruit

                        to the violet dusk

the terror of whose ecosystems                                 420

              balances the germination

of plankton in the upper waves

with the rending of gazelles

              whose desolate cities

              wait with their silent slums

                        and cool rooms

where winged god and submissive psyche

              kiss in a second of marble

the horrors of whose dark architecture

                        echo no testimony                              430

              and the generous coffins

                        close to no one



                        woman and man                                                        [ human beings

              for whom the creation

              will be the only paradise

              deserving and deserved

              the motion of a hand

reaching up to the dusted leaves

                        an act of love

              the first human breath                                 440

              exhaled that was not inhaled

offering grace to the purposeful air

                        each word spoken

              parsed into the syllables

                        of entire language

                        shall resound

VII

                        the hand’s fretwork                                                    [ miraculous bodies

                        sparrows of muscle

              and the small bone shells

              threaded by fine brain-ends                         450

              and the flooded veins

                        salt-dark

              with the trademark thumb

              reaching for pens, guns

                        hands



                        organs of vision

              themselves soft globes

              in praise and imitation

              of their duty to the world

                        whose inner seas                                460

swallow the phosphors of daylight

                        lancing the cornea



              the loose floating brain

              hushed in the dark

              of the sealed skull

searches the whole of the flesh

              with electric tissue

              for proof of the world

                        and purpose



              on the lips and tongue                                  470

              muscles of sculpted

              aggression and surrender

                        hang all the fates

                        possible, in the smile

perfected in the mirror, in the tongue

              declaring and practising love

responding to the sound of others

              in the warm dark room



              the plummed genitalia

source of the belief in god                                          480

              that they may procreate

out of the carbon of the grave earth

and the warm air’s seeded oxygen

                        from fire and water

                        the nitrous passions

and hydrogen for the chemical tears,

                        flesh; the billions

VIII

hovering always in flickering light                                                    [ despite temples

              the clerics to intone

              in their saffron gowns                                  490

one of the names of old

gods or demi-gods or man-gods

whose impassive statues twine in their many hands

                        the dance of the world



the young to do violence                                                                    [ the violent

neither for ease of starvation

              nor insistence of liberty

rather for the free play of unearned muscle

              joy in the ease of action

passion in the watching eyes                                      500

of a girl who remains

              in the dusked car



women subject for all time

                        to the force of hands

whose bodies will swell the farmer’s fields

                        whose torn clothing tangles

their banged limbs, and whose eyes

close in the only possible benevolence



              these are divided from the forms

of flesh, walk into the columns of light                     510

              pause there in blindness, then

obscure themselves in the visible world



in details taken to the evening fields

soldiers array themselves in green

that the trees may not witness

their passage into the grass



              suburban doors open and close                                            [ despite mothers

              on the eternal faces of women

they move with pleasure room to room

pick, here, a toy from the stair                                   520

there alter the louvre of the blinds

                        in the violet summer

              opening front and rear windows

                        for the faintest breeze

and wait in the street for the call

                        of children



they are the created legions                                                               [ the murdered

their bones will be without number

              the pavement is strewn

              with the teeth of hounds                              530

              and leap up in their places

the slaughtered

the tortured, desolate

the naked man dropped in his own embrace

                        from the side of a car

              his limbs and torso spotless

              a late sun tanning the dead skin

the bereft mothers of all dead

              whose children are distributed

                        in the sacked playground                   540

              and burned at a highland siding

                        blood-rinsed pullmans

nude forearms stump at the broken windows

girls and women forced, a reprieve

                        from swordsmen

              the interviewer spilled down

              in the dust by his microphone

the bones of his head register in decibels

                        the child reaching

              flowers to her father’s grave                        550

                        her green coat’s skirts

                        shuttering the earth

kneels, glimpses the cylinders

wired to the belly of the waiting car

                        the door left open

              others are for the dark cells

                        under the earth

              the night cries of rodents

and for the yellow room along the hall

              where the single wooden chair                    560

opens its chains for a female embrace

                        of soaked loins

the wires linking anus and testicle

              to urethra and the white

              outlet in the rear wall

others in their approach to London

                        Seoul and Dubai

to be slammed out of the air

              in their quick hundreds

their bodies will be gathered in the nets                   570

of placid fishermen who crow in the sun

              or will not be gathered

and in the dark night which will sanctify

each moment another portion of the earth

              for the balance of creation

there will be among the anger of cicadas

the violated perfumes of hibiscus,

the muffled screams of desaparecidos

                        and laughter in inns



these are divided from the forms of flesh                  580

rinsed in the open sea and the prison skin

                        locked between them



                        workers under others                                                 [ the exploited

whose rights in the prosperous countries

                        guarantee and dull

the pleasure of their wage

                        these to do morning

devotion to the cramped drawers

of filing cabinets, assemble the entrails

              of engines on belts                                        590

              that snake and pass on

                        beyond them, gaze

at venom-green screens

that will not reflect lights

                        or staring faces;

              and in the lower world

base funds of the one economy

                        the same labourers

                        their stoned faces

gazing steady into the cameras                                 600

the lamps on their helmets eerie

                        on dark skin

and the lime-soaked walls of the mine of gold

              damp around and over them

or for coca they bend in the coastal sun

              their hot subsistence

              and the glasses of the law

                        look away:

                        many are whipped

              and their muscles forced                              610

                        others arrive daily

                        not as individuals

                        entirely unhappy



in the afternoon and evening                                                            

when the dry pavement has been dusted

and the drug stores lock their doors

when the remaining cars straggle with purpose

there will be women for all curbs

while day survives they pluck

the hem of their shorts                                               620

to conceal vivid panties

by nightfall they bend freely

their sweat powdered breasts cupped

or buttoned high in thin fabric

                        school-girl small

their lips will taste oddly familiar

and scent linger in churches



              the dark sopranos swoon                                                     [ for all the arts

              in the arms of princes

let there be passionate subscribers                            630

to the velvet chairs in the dark

the composers gather their possessions

and enter new and fouler apartments

there will be lovers of symphony

to praise them in their last residence



drawn tight at the cheek bone                                                           [ so  many addicted

yellow as if dusted with insecticide

the skin of damned men and women

will be entered and re-entered

              at the inner pale forearm                             640

                        by the common needle

                        in search of veins

                        for that thin orgasm

the room mildews in slatted light

the camp cot with a crusted sheet for pillow

they are all friends, they share laughter

IX

              these shall without ceasing                                                  [ grief eternal

propagate themselves in their own kind

none shall know other without exchange

                        of blood, nor                                       650

              shall any among men and women

              tell solace to the new earth

that her clung forests and bare oceans

                        will never be passed

for property among honourable men;

as a commodity to be bettered or cheapened

by change in the motive of production

              language and the written word

                        shall have no sanctity

shall create nothing to humankind’s purpose            660

              the whore and her purchaser

have dividends in every kiss of skin

              and the children continue

              with their lot of tears

these will return in the infinite

cycle of the globed continents

                        through the heavens



no cruelty to be stinted them

                        until their blood                                                         [ until reverence

              is spoken for a miracle                                 670

until in their ignorance the heavy brain

                        is sung

              no outrage for the severed hand

flung among the beetles in the roadside grass

              none for the child who holds

                        her tangled gaze

                        steady on the ground

                        and one arm

in the folds of her smudged dress

              without first seeing                                      680

in the soft works of the wrist’s

              concert of cells

as the fingers pivot and open

against the indifferent and all-giving sun

                        praise in creation



                        and this gift

              sculptor of monuments

              destroyer of species

              to love before dying                                                                 [ and until love

              the creatures of the world                                690

              to walk in the cool limes of the first night

              breathing, saying

                        dawn is dawn

                        blood is blood

              to weep in the violent

              gardens of humankind                                                             [ no succour



so to witness

              power and need

                                    that it is good                           699